My horoscope says on August 31, 2012 I would discover a hidden talent of mine. And as half the day passes by, I discover it’s a gloomy day from the start. While soaking up the disappointments of the day, I wonder if this is what my new talent is going to be- to absorb disappointments!
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Although today’s let downs are not as grave, they trace back to the worse ones. A little mischance and there begins the customary flood of bad memories. My mind hooks up there & I have to look for someone to talk to. Most of the times I end up calling my Dad & that helps.
Its been 5 months since I am working here. Yeah, I have made friends effortlessly, the work load isn’t much, co-workers are good & sometimes funny. We don’t have strict break period either. Both side cabs & meals are provided.
But, I can’t remember a single day when I have not waited for the weekend or wished for another holiday. There isn’t a day when I look forward to come to work. Each Monday morning brings a gust of discontentment. Clearly, I don’t enjoy work. May be a lucrative salary would have been suffice to keep me going but that’s not happening anytime soon. I am certainly not a person of routines. It simply puts me off. I must grossly like it to be with it. Things rarely turn up your way and in my case it is never so. Planning a new escape route each day & not knowing how to follow a single one is just so hackneyed.
Gosh! I am not sure about things now & the predictions surely aren’t help.
And as I am writing this, I get another bad news… aarrghh!!!